I look back on my life and think of how I sat in church my whole life and never understood that I was a lost soul on the highway to hell. I listen to christian radio most of my life. If someone would get into my car I would quickly change the channel. I would jump the fence back into the world. I would drink alcohol for the buzz. I loved the way beer made me feel. The older I got the less I could stand waking up to a hang over. I also look at all the problems alcohol caused in my life. Fight after fight with my wife. I lost a best friend and still continued to drink for another 23 yrs. You would have thought I would have got the message from God. But satan still had me. I was also a thief. I thought is was neat to get something for nothing. My conscious started to bother me when I had something taken from me. I realized how I made all those people feel when they found out there property was gone. I was a loser. I stopped stealing first out of fear of going to jail. I slowed down on my drinking after I got married because I was tired of fighting with my wife over it. The real hook in my life was sexual addiction. This started at a very young age. I had friends that I lived with that had magazines. It was not a big deal and my conscious did not bother me. I truly thought I was normal. And I do believe many men are no different than I was. These sins separated me from the father. I also cussed allot. God placed a angel in my path Ditto. Lord I thank you for putting Ditto in my path.

Ditto knows I love him. Ditto was a youth pastor and God place Ditto in the next office over from mine. Ditto shined his light. I was drawn to him. Dittos would play his christian music and would sing out loud to it when ever I was walking by I was drawn to this. I knew Ditto had something different than the normal man. I always Knew true Christians had something different. They had the light and shined there light they were not ashamed of there father Jesus they love to bring glory to the father. My neighbors our just like Ditto bright lights. They had Jesus living inside of them. I would sweat when ever my neighbors came over, I realize this was the Holy spirit convicting my heart telling me I was guilty and going to die in my sin and be eternally seperated from Jesus. Ditto witnessed to me and gave me a link to oneplace.com I started listening to Greg Lowery and was reading the bible in the evenings. I was desperate for the lords to set me free from the devils grasp. I have to mention that I went to the alter three other times in my life and was never saved. God knows when a person is ready to offer there life back to him. The love I had for my girls and realizing I was going to be separated from the lord is what gave me the strength to stay in the light and walk with the lord. After 10 months of total surrender God delivered me. I was staring at my baby girl Harlie who me and my wife adopted. I was staring at her and was thinking how much I love her and just how precious and beautiful she is to me. It was the most love I have ever felt for anything in this life. My thought drifted and I pictured my baby on the cross. The very instance I picture her on the cross I felt a electric zap on my chest I heard something pop inside my chest. It felt like a bucket of liquid love was pour over my body. It was the most powerful indescriable amount of love I still cannot stop thinking about the love I felt at my deliverance.I was balling like a little baby. The pop In my chest I believe it was the shackle that only God could brake. Jesus saved me from the devil and washed me in his blood. I was transformed in a split second. I had a new heart that no longer leaks. I received the wine skin that will know longer burst. I have inherited the unshakable kingdom. Death was swallowed up that day. I do not fear death anymore. I have inherited the boundless riches of Christ Jesus eternal life in a place called heaven. You will not understand why I am so madly in love with the lord until you offer your life to Jesus and realize how close you came to going to hell forever. Yes I am a little crazy because I see so many lost souls and I realize Gods word does not lie and there will be more people that go to hell than that will enter Gods kingdom. If you do not have the seed of God inside you. You are considered dead lost on the wide road on the way to hell. I am screaming wake up or you will die in your sins. Only very few find salvation and that because they believe Gods word is just that rock solid unchanging truth. We are to mimic Jesus and his life to have salvation. What did Jesus do He did the fathers will. We are to come out of the world shut off the T. V. and embrace the treasures of the bible. The bible holds the keys to heaven. The bibles is the most valuable piece of real estate on the face of the earth. Blind I was so blind and so deaf. Now I have my sight and have ears that hear. I can lead and guide the lost to the lord if they will trust God with their life. I know you are lost because you have know testimony and are living for self or the world. When you get washed in Gods blood you realize you no longer belong to the world but have been purchased with the blood on God almighty the creator of the Universe. He is my king and I will servr him for ever. When you talk to a true born again Christian they will not argue with you. They know the truth and light up when you mention Jesus. They have also layed there lives down for the one that died on the cross for there sins .Salvation is so simple. Most do not have Godly sorrow but worldly sorrow. If Jesus is not the lord of your life and the center of your world you are a lost soul. Yes you must make it the absolutely the most important thing in your life. I think of all the stuff or junk in this world that could have kept me from finding the lord. I am begging you to stop everything in your life and get saved. I pray you wont go into the tribulation. Cry out until you know you are saved. God will not let you down if you are willing to do his will. Tell God that you are willing to be made willing. The holy spirit is what you need to have the boldness to stand up for Jesus. To live is Christ and to die is gain. When you can say these words is when you have cross over from death to life. My prayer is that god will pour out his spirit on you. I want to sit with you in heaven and say you are my brother or sister for ever and ever and ever. No more pain. Only Jesus saves. God bless you and all your loved ones.
We are part of the greatest love story ever told and we all have a choice do we turn from our sin and the world and embrace the cross or God word and have it transform your life into a reflection of our lord and savior Jesus. Everlasting life with a God that is so powerful that created the universe in six days. I am truly in awe of Jesus. I am truely ashamed it took me so long to surrender. I also realized its all in Gods timing But we must hear his call on our life or we will perish. Turn and never look back. This is the most important decision you will ever make. Jesus laid his life down and took your punishment if you are willing to turn from your sinns and the world and offer your life back. We give up all our trash and receive everlasting life with each other and The king of King Jesus. I just love that name. Truly a love story. You are the only one that can make this decision God will not force anyone to serve him. But you will go to hell if you do not turn. There are only two doors and Jesus is there calling on you to start your journey home. Heaven is waiting for those that will listen and obey. God Bless You. When you get saved God say go tell the world what I have done and produce fruit or disiciples if they listen and follow or die to self he willpour out his spirit and save them also. Now its there turn to go tell the world and produce fruit for the kingdom. The Holy Spirit is like the wind and blows out truth seeds and if they land on good soil or dirt you are the dirt. If you water those seeds with Gods word and stay in the light or turn from your sin God will make them take root and grow. This is a cycle and is how the kingdom is built. This is also called saving faith when you witness in spirit and in truth. You can bring glory to God everyday by posting scripture to facebook daily. When people read it you bring glory to God and he will reward you thru the vine with peace of mind. And if the spirit is in you it is a peace that is beyond all understanding. You will crave the word of God.