Washed in the blood of Jesus letters
No More force feeding
I realize that I have been trying to force feed my loved ones Gods word. I am not going to do this anymore. Instead I am going to give them a link to my web site and if they are interested in God and eternal life they can come to my web site and read these letters if they like. God will not force himself on anyone. I have been trying to cram Gods word down their throats. I have not been a very good witness to them. You can lead a person to eternal life in heaven with there creator but most will choose to go eternal destruction in hell forever. Sounds kind of crazy to think someone would turn down such a precious gift down.
Repent and live for Christ second by second it is a much better life trust me I know that is why I have continued to do Gods will.
God has given me some of the hidden manna and I must say it taste better than anything in this world has to eat. This manna gives life. We all have access to the tree of life and it could cost you 20 dollars for the tree of life the bible. The bible is the light it is full of spirit and life. It is the water we need and God will make things grow. Once you have the holy spirit you have the wind to blow Gods truth seeds around and if they land on good soil that has been tilled by the word of God and watered by the word of life. The Holy spirit will illuminate the word with his light and then only God can make these seeds take root and grow. Once they take root the spirit enters your body and then and only then do you become a child of God. God pours out his spirit out upon you and cleanses you, it is a super natural anointing and you will know when it happens you will fill brand new white as snow.
It was the single most powerful moment of my life. I was balling my eyes out from the amount of love I felt I was quivering from the love I felt. I called my friend Charlie Glinche and was out of control because of the over powering amount of love I felt.
I never felt more love in my entire life. I can not stop thinking about the love I felt from God. And on top of all this love I was also ashamed at the same time that I lived such a filthy life. The love I felt at the time of my deliverance make me sad for the world they are going to miss out on such amazing indescribable love God has for them. I don't want anyone to miss out on the meaning of life. Only jesus saves. You cannot save your self. I know now that my heavenly father knows what is best. Surrender all and you will receive life. We must die to self to have eternal life. It is amazing and you continue to feel Gods love for you thru the spirit. I have had moments that are so peaceful that I cannot wait to get to heaven to see what is waiting for us. Such an amazing love story. I am madly in love with my savior. I think about him 24 hrs a day. I live to please the father. I drop the ball some times but I always drop to my knees and cry out in repentance and ask for more understanding. I have had people call me nuts. And I say if you knew the gift of God and had living water flowing through your body on a daily basis you would be just like me madly in love with your savior. I would have to say who really is the nut, you are dead and are living for your father the devil.
You will have a second death and be separated from my father for ever. I prefer life, paradise, love forever. You will have eternal life in the lake of fire. I think we know who the true nut is. Don't become a roasted nut. Come to the father and have life.
Our God loves us but we have to cry out to him to deliver us. We are all sinners so we must all come to true repentance to get washed is the blood of Jesus.
You will have true peace that transcends all understanding it never leaves you and the more you do Gods will he rewards you through the vine with living water.
When God changed the water into wine is a spiritual message to born again believers. Gods words is the water and when Gods spirit enter the body he changes it into wine and new life has began and it is very sweet to know god has forgiven all your sins. He knits a patch on to your heart or your new wedding garment. The old wineskin is gone and will knot burst anymore for now you have eternal life and can begin to pour new wine illuminated spirit into a new wineskin or I brand new wedding garment that will not tear or burst. Once Gods word takes root there is nothing that will stop you. You have just received your ticket or wedding garment into heaven. You have Gods yolk that covers you. When the father looks upon you now he see his son. And once you become his son he says go tell the world what I have done. If they listen and follow he will not reject them. But if they do not listen he says shake the dust off the bottom of your feet and move on. So if you reject me you are also rejecting the father. If you have never heard God say go tell the world I guarantee you have never been born again. We must be willing to come out of our comfort zone and witness to people, this is called saving faith and tells God you really do believe and want to serve him and bring glory to him. I was witnessing daily telling people that we are living in the last days and that we are the generation that will see Christ return. If you do anything in the name of Jesus you bring glory to the father and you plant a seed in someone's heart hopefully on good soil.
Even something as small as a email.
Saying grace before a meal gives the father glory and is a good way to plant a seed in a unbeleivers heart.
I have to explain why I have been doing this. I also believe I am not the first true born again Christian that has gone through what I am experiencing. It is a growing process. When I got saved the spirit of truth entered my body for the first time. I became a new creature with a whole new nature. I became a child of god for the first time ever. Only true born again Christians can understand what this means. Its not winning a billion dollars. Its not even getting a brand new sports vehicle or a brand new mansion built for free.
Its is infinite miles above these thing that will perish with time. I have inherited eternal life with the creator of the universe. This is why we were created it took me 44 yrs to figure out what was missing in my life. Jesus is the meaning of life and I can see for the very first time. I see a lot of people getting ready to perish and are going to spend eternity in hell. If you are a born again Christian this is the very worst it will get but if you are not a born again Christian that has never surrender your life over to the creator of the Universe, this is absolutely the best you will ever see. When you surrender your life over this is called true repentance you must prove to God he is 1# above everything in your life by doing his will it took 10 months of total surrender before God delivered me, I went into a shell or a cocoon and died to my self and focus on God I came out as a butterfly 10 month later .I even had a butterfly in my stomach that twitch for months when I first got saved. I believe this is just another way that the spirit communicates with me, I realize it is different for each and every child of God .Turning from your sins reading the bible wanting to get saving faith wisdom to take out into the world so that you can plant seeds and lead people to Christ. If your not doing this you are a lost soul and do not even no it. Go out in your backyard someday and just watch all the seeds that get blown by the wind. Only a very few land on good soil and produce new life. My prayer is that I will blow some seeds that will land on good soil and change you into the wind so you can help build the Gods kingdom.You will die twice and have eternal agony in hell if you continue to live the same way. If the bible is 100 percent truth there will be more people that choose the wide road that leads to destruction or hell. There is no crossing over. I cry a lot because I realize for the first time in my life that there is a really good possibility I will never see a lot of my loved ones again. I want you to realize God does not send any one to hell. Each and every person has choose to reject Gods word. I know people that have gone to church there whole lives and do not even know what Gods word says. I was one of those lost souls. I realize how close I came to going to hell. I had a shackle that only God could break. I literally heard something pop inside my chest when god saved me. I think it was the shackle that pop apart and released me from the devils grasp .I think God wanted me to understand How close I came to being drag off to hell for eternity. I realize I would die in my sins if I ever looked at porn again. I had to stay in the word or the light daily. I listen to preacher 8 hrs a day for ten months before God delivered me. I had a shackle that started at a very young age. I was completely at the mercy of god when I got delivered. I was crying daily for him to deliver me. And When God saved me it took a bucket full of Jesus blood to wash all my sin away, I had a bath. I had a demon that was living inside of me. I cannot explain it but when God delivered me that demon fled my body. I am scared to death of some of the shows on T. V. there are shows on T. V. that would have been considered x rated 20 yrs ago. Our nation has become like Sodom and Gomorrah and Gods judgment has just began. He has started the process of bringing us back to him. The sooner we wake up the less pain we will have to endure. God want us to take our heart out and give it to him. He wants to give you a brand new heart that no longer has a whole in it. During difficult times you fill stronger than on a good day. And that is only because the Holy Spirit stand in the gaps and you feel his presents much more at that these times. It is the comforter. You realize you have everything you need now to survive. You do not fear death anymore. To die really is gain because you will be in paradise with your creator Jesus.
I also realize it is very easy to pick out a true born again Christian and a fake just from the scriptures of the bible. I think there are a lot of people that might have had a taste of the spirit but have never truly been born again. Once the spirit enter you. You will not continue to live in habitual sin. I see people that call themselves Christians that cuss daily. This is a person that is fooling themselves and do not know the scriptures of the bible. The bible says they are self condemned and there religion is worthless. It also say if they don't continue in the teaching of the bible and go astray they never belonged. Your whole nature has changed and all I can do now is think about my savior, He has became the lord of my life and now I need to grow in my faith and serve him daily. I realize I will become a minister some day in the future, I have to have patience and it will be in Gods timing and not my own he knows when I am ready. I am going to write these letters to prepare me and bring my father glory I hope I will plant some seed in someone's heart and they will realize that they have never truly embraced the cross the way Jesus wants them to. God is king in my life and I will feast upon his word daily and pray for his guidance in my life. I just got laid off one week ago. I believe God is teaching me something in this difficult time. Me and Vicki had a good week and then we had a fight and I let my anger get the best of me. The next day I heard a sermon on how foolish a angry man is. I am praying God will give me more strength in this area of my life and prune me of all anger. Let the Holy Spirit do his work not me. I love being a Christian I realize that a Christian Job is the only job that will last into eternity. God said to serve him alone. I realize for the first time without a shadow of a doubt that the bible is truth and God Breathed it is full of life for the spirit gives life. To have a fulfilled life is to have a life that glorifies my savior. I spent 12 yrs on animation. I wanted to serve God and also live for the world. I straddled the fence. I had thousands of dollars worth of pirated software. I even created a cartoon to glorify God. I wanted to be rich and become the next veggie tales. I kept telling God that I would pay for all this software after I made some money. I realize that if God would have answered my prayer this could have been the thing that cost me my soul. I would have made money more important than god. It took my baby Girls to get me to truly stop everything in my life and focus on God and not my self. I did not want to robbing my babies lives because I was shackled to porn. I was literally crying daily to be released form this way of life. I had to die to self and offer my life to God and he wanted to make sure I was ready to leave this life of sin forever. God loves me more than I love my babies it hard to understand but it is true he died on a cross. We are part of the greatest love story ever told. You do not want to be living for the devil when you die. We are all born blind and only Jesus can give you your site. Ask him to wash you with his blood and see what happens. He won't save you until you are ready to die to self and live for him. I went down to the alter three time and was never saved. God knows if your his child of his if we listen and obey this is how we show him we love him.
We must become doers of the word. Faith without works is dead. I heard A.W. TOZER explain this concept as a bird with only one wing. You need both to have salvation. Or you will just be spinning in one spot never lifting off the ground.
The devil was there the whole time until God chopped the chains off of me. I owe Jesus my life now I have been bought at a very high price Jesus was crucified on a cross and was mocked and spit on so I could be forgiven and enter his kingdom and have eternal life in paradise. I do not think very many people grasp what has been done for them and they will not ever be washed in the blood if they do not stop and truly understand what Jesus did for them. He loves us so much that he was crucified on a cross for us I get sick thinking of what a filthy life I lived. I start to get tears in my eyes when I think that all are father wants for us is to believe in him and trust every word in the bible and we will receive the gift of eternal life. I came very close to going to hell and now I understand what a true christians job is. We are to make sure the lost know they are lost and lead them and teach them what it means to follow christ. We are suppose to feast on the word daily and conform our live to reflect christ in ourselves. We are to ask are selves if we our doing our will or Gods will in every circumstances. We are to train ourselves to let God capture every thought that crosses our minds, This is how you stay in his will or the light. Not only did God create the universe and have you knitted together in your mother stomach and created everything that has ever been created. If we do not repent and serve him and him alone you will perish. I want to serve him until the day I die. I have life for the first time in my life now. I get caught up into the spirit sometimes and it is so special because this is how God show his love to me and he reveals himself to me in the spirit. Its is greater than anything this world has to offer me. I am so glad I came out of the world and have a new life with my father Jesus. The bible takes on a whole new dimension because now God becomes your teacher. Do you know the bibles say that you do not need anyone else to teach you and that the holy spirit will teach you. The holy spirit does speak through other born again Christians. The spirit of truth can reveal a false teacher from a true born again teacher. If you do not know what the bible says you are a lost soul and are in grave danger of loosing your soul. We must know what the bible says and be doers of the word. This is called saving faith. If you ignore the bible I guarantee you are making the biggest mistake in your life. If you embrace it daily like it was the last meal on the face of the earth. I can guarantee you God will give you the gift of the Holy spirit and you will have eternal life in Heaven with your heavenly father Jesus Christ my lord and savior. And I guarantee you that this will be the most important decision you will ever make in your life. And maybe then you could call me and want to talk about our savior.
Jesus such a priceless gift.